Hey guys! Well lately my weight is stuck around the 250s+ range I havent been eating right as I should or been active. since my last post about my grandmother I can say that she is in a better place. since then My relationship with my boyfriend is starting to get rocky and at this point it is slowly crumbling. so I guess it is safe to say that it is over between me and him. I just cant handle dealing with someone who has so much insecurity, trust issues and jealousy I hate the feeling of walking around egg shells the constant feeling of feeling tense and feeling as is if you was to do something wrong that it would set your significant other off. the feeling of feeling nervous, unhappy and stressed. I want to feel secure when Im with someone not feel as if I'm unbalanced or limited. the crazy silly stupid arguments that we have and him turning around on me as If I'm the bad person. ugh! Well hes out of my hair so I dont have to worry.