Hey guys! I have not forgotten about you at all but just a little update about me. Lately I'm in more of a slump and my weight it either goes up or down I recently weighed myself last night and now I weigh 258 I guess its good so maybe a 2lb loss? It just doesnt sound much to me. right now I'm trying to seek work and it doenst look like I'll be able to go back to school in fall so hopefully by spring I would. I'm still single and looking for love or a man hasnt really been on my mind so I'm content with it. since Im using my sis laptop for a real brief time I'm hoping that Ill be getting some things for my other laptop such as a charger and memory so I can post up more blogs. Once I find work my main priority is saving up for my own place and car as well as my self and my health to get to my goal. I havent gave up yet. I still have some hope so thats good right?